如果真有天使就好了

昨天去了一个assignment
是去帮一个婆婆打扫他的家
去之前我的同事有先跟我说
他的家不会很脏
可是就会有尿骚味
我一直不以为意
心里想 大不了应该就是常尿床
所以有尿骚味吧
他是一位脚关节行动缓慢的老婆婆
有一个智障的孙女住在一起
他是住在一个组屋里在一楼
我们昨天就把车停在他屋子的正下面
才刚走到楼梯口
就已经闻到比我想象中还要重的尿骚味了
我有惊了一下
上到去之后
我没有办法接受那重到不行
我在门外呆了一下
告诉自己一定要克服
过后我才发现
根本就不是我想象普通的尿床而已
而是孙女直接税在客厅的床上
直接大小号都在那里
床底下都是积了不懂积了多久的排泄物
已经生虫了

在部落格写这件事
不是因为我嫌弃我的工作
又或是嫌弃婆婆他们
而是我有震惊到
我们这些生活在幸福健康的家庭里
我没有想过就在我们周围
有很多这样的小人物
其实在一些恶劣到不行的环境中生活着
每天和自己的排泄物混为一起
作为婆婆的自己行动已经不便了
看着自己的孙女这个样子
他该如何是好
每当一说起死去的儿子
婆婆的眼泪不自觉又会流了下来
很多我们所不屑的“幸福”
对于他们来说是多么奢侈的

世界上就是有那么多不公平的事情


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白色圣诞

yeahoooo :D
party again ^^*

we had an pyjamas animal christmas party at jie bai's house
we reached her house around 9pm dy
due to the heavy traffic jam -__________-"
loo n qing prepare all the dishes for us :)
got drumstick, lamb, beef, mashed potato, macaroni(bu hui spell XD), brocoli, crepe..etc
haha..yum yum...
feel weird..
always can't eat usual portion of food during party
food always being wasted
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all of us wear pyjamas
it killed me omg-_____-
i din wear pyjamas at all de
haiz.../.\
then we play games
天才冲冲冲 XD
next time we should play 粘土 :D
exhcange present is always the most excited session!! :)
haha. i got a book 绘本 ^^*
i think everyone is satisfy with their present <3
end the party ard 12am
enjoyed the time we spend together -^^-
love u alll <3

went a photoshooting with dear on christmas day
all the way we headed to putrajaya and sepang gold coast
haha...be a model is damn hard u know!!
我放不开!! XD
dunno how to pose @.@
how those model do that..
堵嘴，抿嘴，单眼，扭腰，挺胸...XDXD
hard max for me..haha...
我不能做作!! :)
btw it is fun...
can't wait to see those photo..
haha..first time dun expect so high la..

purposely go visit ma hui xin today..
haha..spent my whole evening there...:)
somestime i envy her life..
selling clothes is fun for me haha...:D
no stress haha ^^"

B.E.A.C.H

went sepang gold coast today
nothing so special about the beach
just an ordinary one..
they are always over rated it....
anyhow, i still enjoy the day
always love the sea..love the nature atmosphere ^^
we played layang-layang!!
haha..fun!!really fun :D
儿时的玩意儿 真好!!
那一霎那我都忘记自己已经是踏出社会人士的上班族了 :D


tmr back to work again
hump/.\
monday bluezzz...

lazy to blog dy
nitez zzz :D

现实吞没了天真

The Man is no longer around KL.
He is on the way flying to the big earth.
feel that Im so stupid.
start to miss him now.
sigh.


i did a big decision today
It is consider big for me.
signed up for an insurance + saving plans
din do any research at all
trust enen.
i believed that she will help me to get the best plan
i asked my dad opinion
but he said i decide myself
wohhh
i feel that im not kids anymore
i am an adult
which need to be responsible and handle things myself
:)

went to e-curve with loo n jie bai!!*
wink*
long time din meet that especially jie bai~*
we purposely went there to visit little horse
the couple now are full time doing clothes business now
haha~*
we were starving severely as we were trapped in the carpark
we spent more than half an hour to get a parking lot
sweat/.\ this was the second time for me in this single week
terrible KL.
had "lunch" in Ikea restaurant
extremely hungry and ended up over-full stomach =.=
we talked about christmas party
yessss!!party!! :D

那天和同事在车上聊天时
我说如果我的男朋友拿着钻戒和自己亲手弄的戒指和我求婚
我会觉得他用自己弄的戒指求婚的话我会开心点
他们听了我的言论后
直接以一副不置可否的预期和我说
我还小 还活在浪漫的童话故事里
以为什么草戒指咩 酱哦
然后我说我宁可他把钱花在拍一个很美很美的婚纱照/录影
他们说这些都不实际
我听了后觉得有很大的挫败感
是我太天真了 （opps..天真渊...XDXD!!)p.s改动的人就会懂的啦 :D
还是大人们都被现实给吞没了
他们说我过多几年就不会这样想了
是吗?

TGI Friday

I love this pic so much!!!!

当自己还在以为自己很青春的当儿
青春已经不自觉得在指缝间溜走了
/.\

今天是星期五
公司感觉上特别冷清
我的组一半的人请假了
冷清的氛围更重
可是我和普通的上班族一样
每个星期都是期待着这天的到来
难得可以放肆的深呼吸感觉真好

其实最近脑袋里没有什么特别的想法感受
每天就像凡人一样过活
新鲜与刺激似乎好象慢慢离我越来越远了
/.\

不知道有什么好blog了
糟糕
bye