Tuesday, January 25, 2011

晴天 雨天 天天都是好天



craving for so long
finally watched this movie
i like the caption of the movie actually
晴天 雨天 天天都是好天
i like the song of the movie 彩虹的家
frankly speaking
i did put some hight expectation on this movie
as those DeeJayss had over over over rated the movie
i was like "herrr.." waiting for the so call so so so touching part of the movie
at the end i din even had a drop of tears
and sorry to say that
it was a really boring movie for me
i din really enjoy any part of the movie
story line were too shallow
nothing deep that touched my feeling
the person beside me keep laughing
zzz he so hope the movie can end faster
haha so bad him
hmmm well disappointed :(
sorry no offend to those who had put a lot of effort in this movie
just tat it can't touched me at all

thinking about future again recently
yaya this topic never end
its just like a circulation zzz
very "fan" to think on this
well
will tell u all when i have any decision!
for now
all i want to do the most is photoshoot!
wohooo!the spirit is here :D
go go go!

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

A.P.P.R.E.C.I.A.T.E



cute cute whales from samantha's car
:D

went to buy lens with jason n dear
haha..dear bought the 50mm f1.4 lens!!
awesome lens..like it <3
jason bought 50mm f1.8 nice tooo^^*
OMG! im already addicted to photography world
soooooooooooo in love with it :D

yesterday had my dinner with ah kooi
ahhhhhhhhh lovely and wonderful dinner for me
we talk from the north to the south
haha...talk about the history, talk about the present and also the future :)
we miss the junior 3 life badly
the year was the most memorable year for us
5 of us..we are so close to each other
me, ah kooi, enen, xiao ma and jy shi
we met a zong lao
we met jasmin ng
those letters
those phone chatss
every single things that we had passed thru is all my precious memory
i love u all... alot <3
altho we are no more that close to each other
but i still love u all deeply madly truly
appreciate -^^-

因为在乎所以才会吃醋 <3

p.s: someoner waiting for me to fong gong outside my office today :D

Sunday, January 16, 2011

你的心有一道墙



went sing k today
finally!! phew~*
with horse n mr kuan
i can't recall back that when was the last time we took photo tgt
we really din hang out for a long period dy...
i felt that im easily emo recently :(
i dunno why
can somebody tell me?
the lucky woman is going to trip tmr again
yess!! again!!
going langkawi this time
while me n choon wai have to back to working life as usual /.\

chat a lot with choon wai recently
we talked about future, work, life....
many planss in list
build up a band "打鼓"
秘捞 shhhhh*
dancing
....
i wonder which one will be switched to "ON" mode soon
i need accompany to work out those plans tgt
that's why we need each other lol
well do i have enough courage, power, motivation to do all this?
that is the question
haha..i doubt it frankly speaking...
please push me!!someone!!

Chinese New Year is around the corner!!
yeahooo!! ang paoss = money!!
:D

Friday, January 14, 2011

something uncontroll-able



the girl is back to the city now =D
tremendously excited when i knew it
i have forgoted how long that she have been left us to the so so far away country
more than one year ++
meeting her soon!!
shall see whether she changed anything :P

as what i've said yesterday
i enjoyed my day today
i couldn't say it is a wonderful or exciting day
at least no more complaints
no more 抗拒 to work
no more sad mood
no more 垂死挣扎 mode
off all those negative mode :)

heavily raining during off work time today
unable to get to my car at all
date with cwai to have the delicous satay at first
but everything ruined by the heavily rain
super traffic jam
at last we spent our time in 士林
and had a yummy chocotop in McD after that
my all time favourite ice cream :)

actually feel good to have a little talk session with frens after work :)
yesterday nite dinner with qing n loo
no stress no boundries to talk and be with them
now i really feel stress during my work time
i have phobia
always keep reminding myself whether i had miss out anything
stress max and frightened myself a few times
silly me :/

我的心情很复杂
复杂到我不懂怎样去整理出来
un-control-able

tomorrow is saturday
but have to work :)

Thursday, January 13, 2011

她说



Today I have a extrem mood
burst into tear in the morning
did a stupid mistake
then severe period pain in the evening
happy chit chat session with my jie mei'sss
dramatic day

loo always makes me feel envy of her dramatic and colourful life
frankly speaking i was really fed up with my life now
我甚至开始觉得抗拒第二天早晨的到来
i couldn't describe my life now
it was just like a shit.><
after hearing the story of her
i have another different thinking
why am i become someone that 怨天怨地
shouldn't be like that

早上比平常早一点点起身
找一件漂亮的衣服
把自己打扮一点点
上班的心情也会不一样
女人有时候就是要多疼疼自己
才会变得漂亮
漂亮的女生都是那些懂得宠爱自己的女生 不是吗? :)

stop stop stop!!
不要在颓废垂死挣扎下去了
planss are coming on the way
dancing class with my dearest sista-们
stress max
can't control my nerve
lol
XD

should have a good nite and tomorrow shall be a good day!! =D

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

犯错

我又犯了一个大错
我竟然把一件很重要的booking给忘了
我不知道我怎么了
我现在很自责很自责
yee他问我最近做么酱粗心
我真的没有心在工作这里了
很难过很难过很难过
:(

我知道我不能想一个小孩在那里埋怨这个那个
我的心去了哪里了
我的责任心
我的热诚不见了

我应该认真看待我现在的态度问题
/.\


自责可以改变什么

Thursday, January 6, 2011

保持通话



this photo was taken when i was stucked in a heavy jam
ikssss..since the school starts and raining all the time
no more smooth traffic hates it alot /.\
简直在考验我的耐性 :(

ahhhhh.talk about work
i dun really enjoy the job scope now
i always dislike do merketing or sales thingy
but i think wad i m doing now is almost similiar with sales..
zzzz..phone call phone call everyday...
hopefully the task will be end sooo sooonnn
pray hard!!!
i hope to get some other more challenging task rather being a miss telephone!!==

hump...
feel that our sista gang had lost the bond of connection
none of us know the latest updates of each other
viewing each other status but absolutely have no idea wad is the story behind
when we can get reconnected AGAIN~/.\

spend alot recently..
haiz how to save money worrrrr :(

countdown-ing to the mr.JAY Chou concert
wohoooooooo!!! :D

Sunday, January 2, 2011

a brand new year



hello everyone :)
this is the very first post for year 2011
no special party or event during countdown eve
but i did make new year resolution
i hope i can get more satisfaction in my job
i hope i can earn more more money
i hope dear can found the job that he really likes
i hope my family all in good condition
i hope all my friends will overcome all the circumstances in 2010
everything just be fine in 2011
i hope i can brush up my photography skill
last but not least
the most lame wishes but also the most realistic one
i hope no more natural disaster in 2011

i'm not greedy rite?
so pls make all the wishes come true
pleassshhhhhhh :P