am tired.

am tired.
both my body and soul
shouldn't feel like that
but sadly it is the fact
everyday when i step into the office
i wouldn't know what am i gonna to do for that day
everyday like got special 'surprise'
don't like the feeling
don't like to rush everything at the last minute
things aren't be perfect when u rush for it
=(

thinking to get some part time job on sat n sun
hope to earn as much as i could when i'm still young
i hope to have my own business in the future
gotta save some model first
planning planning =)
my mom ask me to do public mutual agent
shall i just give it a try??
but i don't hope tat my fren will avoid to answer my call anymore..lol

i'm looking forward to get my name card ^^!!

3 years anniversary

yesterday was our 3 years anniversary <3
never ever think that we can walk till this long
i still love u care u more and more everyday
i know u are the same to me =)
im must say that I am lucky to have you ^^*

当我们一起戴上四方帽

now we talk about my convo..!!!!=)
can't stop smiling everytime when i think about it haha
my mom was su funny
when we reach at wisma there
my mom saw everybody are holding flowers
she said"why evryone holding flowers..ai ling..y u din buy flowers...?"
huh?XDXDXDXD
hahaha..
but at last she bought me a bouquet of flower also =)
hmm..
ntg much to mention about the ceremony.
it was very bored..
the most excited part is the photo taking session after the ceremony..
wah wah wah...
dear's mummy bought a bouquet of flower for me also
so surprising
then bluespark called me
another shocking surprise
then my dearly qing and burger came with FLOWERS also!!!=)
my hand was tired because of holding three big bouquet of flowerss
my mouth was tires because of non stop smiling
i just cant stop smiling..XDXD lol
keep photo-ing...NON-STOP!!!XD
and it was really hot with three layers of clothes inside..T.T

after that we went for dinner at saisaki japanese buffet
i ate very little only tat night
so sayang..hump...=/
and everyone of us seems exhausted dy during dinner time
haha..
convo is really a tiring activity..XD

wonderful day...=)
but a little bit 遗憾
the situation there is really 混乱
i miss out the chance to took picture with many frenss..><

古城之旅

last saturday we went to melaka
finally the trip was on
it had been delayed for more than 2 months dy..lol
we went for the very symbolic churh to took picture
I was actually very interested to have a trishaw ride
im so excited to see those trishaw
then i automatically took out my camera wanted to take a snap on one of the trishaw
then the 'driver' of the trishaw
pointing at me...!!!and scold me stupid...!!!!
walaoehhh....wad a GOOD service attitude...
how could they behave like this to the tourist...
local tourist also tourist marrr...><
after tat we went to have hainan chicken rice ball
queue-ing for about 20 mins
hmm..just okok lo...
i prefer yim guk kai more..XD
next we took a river cruise...
suckss maxx~~
ntg to see at all...
10 bucks..wasted...
and at the time we are on the boat
we got a saman for illegal parking...
really very suehhhh T.T
next, we head to taman buaya
rm8..actually it was really not worth for it..
those buaya there are all like stone..==
just sleeping and stoning there...
no movement..no action at all..
but like i said
we always can be syioksendirinesss..lol
we try everything to bully those buaya..lol
we throw stone on them
we kicked the door of their kolam
we splash water on them...XDXD
but at least we saw some real action..
cool..really fun..^^
night we had our dinner at kapitol satay celup..
err..we queue up for more than 1 hour...
but everyone of us dun really enjoy the meal..
and it is really expensive..not worth..
the last stop is at jonker street..
it was really very crowded and riuh-rendah..lol
but ntg to buy there..so disappointed..><
overall i enjoyed the trip
i enjoyed the single moment that i spent with my lovely frenss =)

像是刺猬般防范

今天有个同事和我聊起天
他说我的防范心很强
我的面前总是有一座很高很稳的城堡
没有办法让人靠近
他说我爱装很坚强
其实自己内心脆弱得很
我自己却不知道
他说我不容易相信人
每当别人要靠近我时
或者说我什么时
我会先反驳先自卫
我会像刺猬一样簌起我的刺
不让人靠近
我听到这番话时
我其实是有点震惊
我从没想过我会给人这样的感觉
更没想过我会是这一类的人
我觉得这番话很有趣
打翻了以往我听见别人对我的看法
我喜欢听别人如何剖析我这个人
或许这样我会更了解我自己多一点
每个人都以为很了解自己
往往却会忽略掉很多自己不曾发现的自己

浮生乱世

我已经上班超过一个星期啦
我其实进了一间很乱水的公司
真的是乱倒我觉得不可思议
我进的这段时间刚好是公司的动荡时期
上层不满下层下层不满上层
我们这些新来的就夹在中间
其实我真的要得很简单
并不想加入这些纠纷
只希望做好本分学到东西得到应该得到的回报就好了
其实出来社会工作就是讲态度这两个字
不管是上层也好下层也好
都有自己应该有的态度
详细情形很懒惰多说
我才工作了一个星期
我就过了试用期
而且还升职了
我现在是策划统筹
有些人会讲是公司的手段要快快留住我们
可是换一个角度想
其实我们自己也有好处的不是
早一点过试用期
工钱就拿多一点
职位高一点
以后就可以建立自己的profile
他们或许有他们的心机
可是同样的我们也没有吃亏不是吗
如果公司真的想他们难说得那样
这样到我真的撑不住时
我还是会离开的
就当给自己一个机会学习咯
事情是要看双面的
吃的咸鱼抵得渴
就算是吃了点亏
就当作是经一事长一智

从不喜欢孤单一个

为什么我那么丑怪的 :(
我们昨晚度过了一个很愉快很开心的晚上
我们先去吃晚餐 在taipei walker
这一餐我们讲话多过吃饭
好像几十百年没有讲过话酱
总是有说不完的话题
分享不完的心事似的
nice talk :)
我觉得当大家开始离开校园生活
各自步入社会的同时
这样难得相处谈心的机会变得很少
我会特别珍惜的 <3
总之说了很多聊了很多
感觉真好



接着去的那一场演唱会
我们都很兴奋
因为我们拿的是rogal gold的票
很前很前 舞台就在我们的前面
每一次当他们望着我们这个方向
我一直觉得他们是看到我们的
而且我手上有荧光棒
是这一区仅仅少有的其中一只荧光棒
我一直跟仪说他在看我 XD



其实整场演唱会
我根本不知道我会的歌曲有没有超过10首
我会的就大概只有
男人不该让女人流泪
你爱我想谁
七友
...
可是实力派就是实力派
他们个个都很会唱针的
我个人特别喜欢许志安的表演
他的舞蹈秀算很精彩的
而且状态体型全部还很fit
而且我觉得他很疯
<3
一开始我以为我会很闷的
一直提不起劲去high
谁知道其实我还蛮enjoy的说
XD
全场唯一的不足是
我憋了整场的尿
我从开场憋到回家
T.T
因为我们坐的位子是最里面的一排
很困难走出去
只好忍住咯
>.<

休息了两天
明天又继续上班啦
老实说
我还没习惯这样的生活
:(